{"body":[{"id":31905374525194240,"sort":0,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"齊天智慧、穩(wěn)重、正直，父親生意失敗后生病去世，他在富商萬源的幫助下還清債務(wù)，研究生畢業(yè)后給萬源的妻子劉雅婷當秘書。被萬源利用給自己的私生女萬小苗當了六年家教，他眼中小苗不僅是自己的學(xué)生而且是自己的孩子，小苗的眼中他也不只是老師。"},{"id":"31262191902687185","sort":1024,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"劉雅婷是一個平靜從容的女人，面對丈夫的私生女，她的隱忍每個人都看得到，可多年的積聚，她已經(jīng)在精神崩潰的邊緣，每隔一段時間她就忍不住來公公家看一眼這個叫萬小苗的女孩，好讓自己面對現(xiàn)實，看清現(xiàn)實，留在現(xiàn)實，和現(xiàn)實作斗爭。"},{"id":"31262784357729683","sort":2048,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"聰明美麗的小苗跟著爺爺長大。"},{"id":"31262807979084636","sort":3072,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗高考將近，劉雅婷又敲響了公公家的門。"},{"id":"31262329881196608","sort":4096,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（警惕的、意外的）阿姨好！"},{"id":"31262952652181833","sort":5120,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"只要劉雅婷出現(xiàn)，小苗就是這樣的表情。"},{"id":"31262980862593431","sort":6144,"type":1,"role":"31262342781089201","content":"爺爺在家嗎？"},{"id":"31263079085908743","sort":7168,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"李雅婷對小苗從沒有過分的表情和話語，她從她滿月就見到她，她的理智告訴她這是個無辜的孩子，可看到那雙和萬源一樣的大眼睛，她忍不住轉(zhuǎn)移視線，小苗對她這個戶籍上的母親也從不多說一句話。"},{"id":31905374525194241,"sort":8192,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小時候是爺爺在教，父親在教，長大了是齊天在教，她眼中堅定的沉默是一種力量，閃著被保護者的自信。"},{"id":"31263133853425419","sort":9216,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"爺爺去下棋了，齊老師在。"},{"id":"31263149139510810","sort":10240,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"此刻齊天已經(jīng)從書房走了出來。小苗專注的望著他，她已經(jīng)高過了劉雅婷，再不能躲到齊天身后去了。"},{"id":"31263160415134511","sort":11264,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"劉總，您來了，小苗去寫完卷子吧。"},{"id":"31263179211836041","sort":12288,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗應(yīng)聲進屋，把門輕輕的帶上。"},{"id":"31263212250252572","sort":13312,"type":1,"role":"31262342781089201","content":"今天我可不想出去喝什么茶，我心里夠苦了，我聽說萬源在外面夸小苗學(xué)習(xí)好，比兒子好多了，我就想來看看。"},{"id":"31263225925488016","sort":14336,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"小苗，去買茶葉，阿姨要喝茶。"},{"id":"11646471004980000","sort":15360,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗應(yīng)聲出現(xiàn)在客廳，好像是等在哪里一樣，她快步走出門去，門被輕輕的關(guān)上了，劉雅婷才反應(yīng)過來，忍不住自嘲的一笑，坐在了沙發(fā)上。"},{"id":"31263266746116422","sort":16384,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"齊天走到餐桌前去給她倒水。"},{"id":"31263279347436940","sort":17408,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"小苗再有幾天就高考了，非要這樣才有存在感嗎？"},{"id":"31263310746095163","sort":18432,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"他做過李雅婷的秘書，又因為小苗和劉雅婷打了多年的交道，已經(jīng)不需要任何顧慮的說話了。"},{"id":"31263334384297335","sort":19456,"type":1,"role":"31262342781089201","content":"對，我就是沒有存在感，在萬源面前是，在你面前也是。"},{"id":"31263351835154827","sort":20480,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"為什么不離婚呢？這件事有那么難嗎？"},{"id":"31263373044537574","sort":21504,"type":1,"role":"31262342781089201","content":"自己承認失敗的事情我是不會做的，特別還是輸給一個孩子，再說了，我離婚，你娶我?。?},{"id":"31263646045759525","sort":22528,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"聽了這樣的話，齊天只能沉默。"},{"id":"31264245183889293","sort":23552,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"劉雅婷自己也不知道從什么時候開始對齊天有了一種特殊的情愫，齊天的真誠和理解，是她從其他人哪里看不到和得不到的，礙于年齡和地位，她只能這樣隨意的裝作開玩笑。"},{"id":"31164133231558657","sort":24576,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗高考結(jié)束了，齊天要離開了，打電話給萬源辭行。"},{"id":"31164133231558658","sort":25600,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"萬總，歡送會就免了吧，我不適合那樣的場合。"},{"id":"31164133231558659","sort":26624,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"這幾年辛苦你了，因為小苗的事情，雅婷在公司里常為難你，這個我是知道的。"},{"id":"31164133231558660","sort":27648,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"（淡然的）也許是這個原因我才沒有被解雇，我還因禍得福呢！"},{"id":"31164133231558661","sort":28672,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"難得你這樣想，不過你這樣走，我太過意不去。這些年多虧了你，小苗是個不幸的孩子也是個幸運的孩子??！"},{"id":"31171907676012544","sort":29696,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"小苗是個好孩子。謝謝您幫我母親交的手術(shù)費，我會還的。"},{"id":"31171907676012545","sort":30720,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"我說過多少次了，真的不用。小苗好像一直盼著不做你學(xué)生的那一天。"},{"id":"31171907676012546","sort":31744,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"她永遠都是我的學(xué)生。"},{"id":"31171907676012547","sort":32768,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"要不是隔著電話，我真說不出口，無論如何，別讓她太傷心。"},{"id":"31171907676012548","sort":33792,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"您放心！"},{"id":"31171907676012549","sort":34816,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 小苗得知齊天已經(jīng)離開的消息在傍晚發(fā)信息給齊天。"},{"id":"31171907676012550","sort":35840,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"這就是傳說中的不辭而別吧，我說的對嗎？"},{"id":"31171907676012551","sort":36864,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"我好像每一次你做錯事我都會告訴你。"},{"id":"31173426198609920","sort":37888,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我當然知道，可生活需要儀式感的，我們沒有正式道別，你都帶爺爺出去喝酒了，為什么不帶我。"},{"id":"31173426198609921","sort":38912,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"好，抱歉，下次一定！"},{"id":"31171907676012552","sort":39936,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我知道你還在生氣，因為在考場前我要你抱抱我。"},{"id":"31171907676012553","sort":40960,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"什么抱不抱的，報志愿吧！"},{"id":"31171907676012554","sort":41984,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"放心吧，您交代的后事我已經(jīng)牢記了，報一個師范院校越遠越好，將來做老師不做生意。"},{"id":"31171907676012555","sort":43008,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"對你爸爸怎么說？"},{"id":"31171907676012556","sort":44032,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"當老師是我的夢想，做生意我沒有一點興趣。"},{"id":"31171907676012557","sort":45056,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"很好！"},{"id":"31171907676012558","sort":46080,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"那我能去看你嗎？ "},{"id":"31171907676012559","sort":47104,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"當然，等我安頓好了，到過年吧！"},{"id":"31171907676012560","sort":48128,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 齊天的話，小苗總是無力反駁的，畢竟在他的指導(dǎo)下她考上了重點高中，這次上一個重點大學(xué)也不是問題。 "},{"id":"31171907676012561","sort":49152,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 這天，萬源來看小苗，小苗正對著窗發(fā)呆。"},{"id":"31171907676012562","sort":50176,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（焦急的跑過去）爸，你可來了，齊老師真的去開公司了嗎？那他什么時候才能回來??！我能去看他嗎？"},{"id":"31171907676012563","sort":51200,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"和他在一起就那么高興嗎？"},{"id":"31171907676012564","sort":52224,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"高興？他那么嚴厲，我躲著還來不及呢!學(xué)累了要他陪我出去走走，他都會不停的看手表，一言不發(fā)，我說什么他都很嫌棄的表情。那是散步嗎？那是放風(fēng)！"},{"id":"31171907676012565","sort":53248,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"那爸爸帶你去商場買東西?。?},{"id":"31173426198609922","sort":54272,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"什么也不缺！"},{"id":"31173426198609923","sort":55296,"type":1,"role":"31164072316593647","content":"那爸爸帶你圖書城。"},{"id":"31171907676012566","sort":56320,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（幽怨的）我想去放風(fēng)。"},{"id":"31171907676012567","sort":57344,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 小苗因為有心虛的事情，所以整整一個暑假，直到開學(xué)很久都沒有聯(lián)系齊天。"},{"id":"31171907676012568","sort":58368,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 十月的一天，小苗在校園望著齊天曾給她描述過的那座橋，她忍不住打電話給齊天。"},{"id":"31171907676012569","sort":59392,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":" （小心的）我在學(xué)校迷路了，你知道第八宿舍在第三餐廳的什么方向嗎？"},{"id":"31171907676012570","sort":60416,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"說的好像你認識方向似的，我不知道！"},{"id":"31171907676012571","sort":61440,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"你就告訴我吧！"},{"id":"31171907676012572","sort":62464,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"你那么大本事，自己找！"},{"id":"31172080548446208","sort":63488,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我不就是上了你的母校嗎？你歷史我中文，我又沒報你的專業(yè)，那么小氣?。￠_學(xué)一個月了你都沒給我打電話。"},{"id":"31172080548446209","sort":64512,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"（低沉的）你已經(jīng)不需要了。"},{"id":"31172080548446210","sort":65536,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我已經(jīng)后悔了，這不公平！我留在一個充滿了你的回憶的世界里，而你卻躲到一個我從沒到過的世界里，那里沒有我的影子，一切都那么新鮮，你很快就把我給忘了。"},{"id":"31172080548446211","sort":66560,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（生氣的）你真把我忘了嗎？"},{"id":"31172080548446212","sort":67584,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"猜對了！"},{"id":"31172080548446213","sort":68608,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"忘記我可是你的損失！"},{"id":"31172080548446214","sort":69632,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"（悠長的）好大的損失??！忘記這么一個聽話的學(xué)生。"},{"id":"31172080548446215","sort":70656,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗在電話這頭長久的沉默著。"},{"id":"31172080548446216","sort":71680,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"（低沉的）：我沒有想到你會報a大，我也希望你到一個全新的世界里去。"},{"id":"31173426198609924","sort":72704,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗沉默了，她無話可說，她知道齊天是多么明確的反對她報那個大學(xué)。"},{"id":"31173426198609925","sort":73728,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（執(zhí)拗的）：到哪里都一樣！"},{"id":"31173426198609926","sort":74752,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"對我來說也是，到哪里都一樣！"},{"id":"31173426198609927","sort":75776,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗知道齊天是在告訴她，他到哪里都一樣會將她忘記。"},{"id":"31173426198609928","sort":76800,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"以后有事情發(fā)信息吧，不要直接打電話。"},{"id":"31173426198609929","sort":77824,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"你還會回我的微信嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609930","sort":78848,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"會的，不一定及時。"},{"id":"31173426198609931","sort":79872,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"（愉快的）好！你說話算數(shù)！"},{"id":"31173426198609932","sort":80896,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"齊天沒有再說話，小苗感受到他沉重的呼吸。"},{"id":"31173426198609933","sort":81920,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"圣誕節(jié)快到了，學(xué)校里節(jié)日氣氛很濃。小苗忍不住聯(lián)系齊天。"},{"id":"31173426198609934","sort":82944,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"為什么總是我先給你發(fā)信息，你真的不關(guān)心我學(xué)習(xí)情況嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609935","sort":83968,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗沒想到，他真的及時回復(fù)了。"},{"id":"31173426198609936","sort":84992,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"一、我很忙。二、你爸爸不再給我發(fā)工資。"},{"id":"31173426198609937","sort":86016,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"借口，都是借口，商品還有保修期呢！你真不管我了嗎？我要去看你。"},{"id":"31173426198609938","sort":87040,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"留頭發(fā)了嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609939","sort":88064,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我發(fā)照片給你?。?},{"id":"31173426198609940","sort":89088,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"不必了，我想直接看到蝴蝶。"},{"id":"31173426198609941","sort":90112,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我過年能去看你嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609942","sort":91136,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"我可能出差還回不來。"},{"id":"31173426198609943","sort":92160,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"你的新公司就那么忙嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609944","sort":93184,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"什么時候考四級？"},{"id":"31173426198609945","sort":94208,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"不知道！"},{"id":"31173426198609946","sort":95232,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"應(yīng)該下學(xué)期就可以吧，等你過了級吧！"},{"id":"31173426198609947","sort":96256,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"你說的！"},{"id":"31173426198609948","sort":97280,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"我說的！"},{"id":"31173426198609949","sort":98304,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"過年回家小苗沒有見到齊天。她不敢過多打擾他。"},{"id":"31173426198609950","sort":99328,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":" 春天終于來了，新學(xué)期小苗依舊沒有興趣學(xué)習(xí)，終于，小苗的四級考試失敗了，小苗第一時間告訴齊天。"},{"id":"31173426198609951","sort":100352,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"有好消息告訴你！"},{"id":"31173426198609952","sort":101376,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"說！"},{"id":"31173426198609953","sort":102400,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"我沒考過，我沒辦法去打擾你了，你不用擔(dān)心了！"},{"id":"31173426198609954","sort":103424,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"時間一秒秒過去，齊天沒有回復(fù)。"},{"id":"31173426198609955","sort":104448,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗之所以不常發(fā)信息給齊天，就是怕這樣，先發(fā)信息的人如果得不到回復(fù)就像是把自己扔進了深淵，無限墜落的感覺。當然，對方必須是自己在意的人。"},{"id":"31173426198609956","sort":105472,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"晚上，小苗躺在自己的上鋪，正準備和胡思亂想作斗爭，卻收到了齊天的信息。"},{"id":"31173426198609957","sort":106496,"type":1,"role":"31164053777917424","content":"下周我們同學(xué)聚會我要過去一趟。"},{"id":"31173426198609958","sort":107520,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"什么？你要來？以前同學(xué)聚會你不是都不參加的嗎？"},{"id":"31173426198609959","sort":108544,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗發(fā)完一陣后悔，齊天說了同學(xué)聚會，但并沒說是全班聚會，只是個理由而已。"},{"id":"31173426198609960","sort":109568,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"齊天沒有回復(fù)。"},{"id":"31173426198609961","sort":110592,"type":1,"role":"31171312018415180","content":"好了，我知道了，我等你！"},{"id":"31173426198609962","sort":111616,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"小苗心里一陣歡呼，為了不久見到齊天，也因為自己算準了他，小苗知道，自己即使考過了，齊天也不會讓自己去看他，只有自己頹廢，他才會忍不住出面。"},{"id":"31173426198609963","sort":112640,"type":1,"role":"31163997684717787","content":"等待的日子幸福而漫長。"}],"sentencecount":111}