{"body":[{"id":"41048768837058560","sort":"1024","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"我是個(gè)特容易自嗨的人，自嗨到聽到自己唱的歌，總會(huì)覺(jué)得比原唱好聽的人！"},{"id":"41048768837058561","sort":"2048","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"自嗨到漫無(wú)目的打游戲，罵人可以罵到把自己氣死的程度，段位總上不去，總覺(jué)得自己的技術(shù)屬于王者，和那一群青銅玩，簡(jiǎn)直侮辱自己的智商！"},{"id":"41048768837058562","sort":"3072","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"罵人的話語(yǔ)俗到能讓自己都有些聽不下去的程度，而且還不帶一個(gè)臟字，一句一句接著看，還挺有邏輯，結(jié)果又在自嗨！"},{"id":"41048768837058564","sort":"4096","type":1,"role":"40574805237798674","content":"打個(gè)游戲而已，至于嗎，那么認(rèn)真，脾氣那么大，真是的，你還能把鍵盤鼠標(biāo)砸了不成？"},{"id":"41048768837058565","sort":"5120","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"不是只有游戲可以認(rèn)真的，人的一生會(huì)經(jīng)歷許多事，如果只有游戲認(rèn)真的話，你將一事無(wú)成！如果什么事都認(rèn)真，你將成長(zhǎng)的更快！"},{"id":"41048768837058566","sort":"6144","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"打游戲認(rèn)真叫帥，看書認(rèn)真叫怪，做人認(rèn)真叫唐僧，一旁評(píng)論的我叫——漫無(wú)目的式夢(mèng)游！"},{"id":"41048768837058567","sort":"7168","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"導(dǎo)向性到單向性發(fā)展的人生里——就是你的父母對(duì)你解除限制，唯一限制你的只有催婚……也只有——你這樣做肯定對(duì)，必須按照我的方法，我是過(guò)來(lái)人！"},{"id":"41048768837058572","sort":"8192","type":1,"role":"40574805237798674","content":"你這樣的人生態(tài)度還學(xué)習(xí)干嘛，滾回來(lái)吧，家里十畝三分地還等著你呢，放心，餓不死！"},{"id":"41048768837058586","sort":"9216","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"試過(guò)幾個(gè)人大半夜不睡覺(jué)整夜學(xué)習(xí)，也試過(guò)臨近高考幾個(gè)人挑燈打牌，那種紙醉金迷的生活只針對(duì)我們這一群人，一宿舍人一夜能用煙頭填滿一個(gè)吃飯用的瓷碗，還記得那個(gè)碗可以裝1.5kg飯！"},{"id":"41048768837058587","sort":"10240","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"也見過(guò)一些人——一考試必然會(huì)跑去上廁所的人，還有二十分鐘開考，第一次去小便，第二次去大便，第三次要不是需要進(jìn)考場(chǎng)了……每次考試都是如此！直到高考來(lái)了，他直接大病一場(chǎng)，說(shuō)是不能正常發(fā)揮！"},{"id":"41048768837058596","sort":"11264","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"初中到大學(xué)，我都在夢(mèng)游，從不知道自己為了什么學(xué)習(xí)，只知道什么游戲好玩，只知道游戲打的好的那一個(gè)就一定是大哥！"},{"id":"41048768837058597","sort":"12288","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"只知道即使自己學(xué)習(xí)成績(jī)不好，也沒(méi)有一聲鼓勵(lì)，有的只是謾罵，有的只是大家共同的消沉與消沉下的快樂(lè)！"},{"id":"41048768837058598","sort":"13312","type":1,"role":"40574364181577707","content":"努力過(guò)、后悔過(guò)、無(wú)知過(guò)、無(wú)奈過(guò)、愛過(guò)、被愛過(guò)、打過(guò)人、被打過(guò)、爭(zhēng)吵過(guò)、爭(zhēng)吵的同時(shí)還不忘夢(mèng)游……這就是我的面具，五顏六色！"},{"id":"41048768837058600","sort":"14336","type":1,"role":"40574364181577707","content":"小點(diǎn)的迷茫叫迷茫，大點(diǎn)的迷茫叫夢(mèng)游！"},{"id":"41048768837058601","sort":"15360","type":1,"role":"40574364181577707","content":"上下左右、前前后后、東西南北的晃，晃到結(jié)婚了，還在晃！知道養(yǎng)小孩需要錢了，不晃了，也消沉了，因?yàn)橄嘈琶凶⒍耍?},{"id":"41048768837058602","sort":"16384","type":1,"role":"40574364181577707","content":"每個(gè)人都可以有1000個(gè)借口為自己尋覓開心，更可以有10000個(gè)理由讓自己更開心！"},{"id":"41048768837058603","sort":"17408","type":1,"role":"40574364181577707","content":"今天我們真的開心了嗎？明天我們真的知道要做些什么嗎？"},{"id":"41048768837058604","sort":"18432","type":1,"role":"40574364181577707","content":"下一秒你知道你在哪嗎？上一秒時(shí)間走丟了知道嗎？"},{"id":"41048768837058605","sort":"19456","type":1,"role":"40574364181577707","content":"參照物是別人的光陰，難能可貴！也是自己的一生——身體發(fā)夫受之父母！"},{"id":"41108649002663936","sort":"0","type":1,"role":"40574364181577707","content":"假設(shè)每個(gè)人都有一副面具，假設(shè)世界為一副藍(lán)綠相間的面具，那么你的面具又是什么顏色？"},{"id":"41116909281738752","sort":"20480","type":1,"role":"40574364181577707","content":"每副面具都是一具皮囊，關(guān)鍵在于什么材料做的，防不防水，露不露水，好不好看！"},{"id":"41131304955150336","sort":"21504","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"不，我沒(méi)忘！"},{"id":"41131304955150337","sort":"22528","type":1,"role":"40574805237798674","content":"有本事你來(lái)附述一遍！"},{"id":"41131304955150338","sort":"23552","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"我能夠讀出來(lái)的，只有三個(gè)方面，第一就是家庭爭(zhēng)吵給我們帶來(lái)的困惑，第二就是我該如何去堅(jiān)持學(xué)習(xí)，第三就是我究竟應(yīng)該為了什么而活！"},{"id":"41131304955150339","sort":"24576","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"每次在信封里面都能找到五十塊錢，也許那才是我當(dāng)時(shí)迫不及待去保安室拿信封的原因！"},{"id":"41131304955150340","sort":"25600","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"家里吵一遍，信封里再看一遍，這樣的回憶似乎并不好！如若能摘抄，我總能把一封信分成10篇作文，似乎信里每次的字?jǐn)?shù)都能到達(dá)一萬(wàn)字以上！"},{"id":"41131304955150341","sort":"26624","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"只記得在朗讀完七八頁(yè)信簽紙上密密麻麻的字后，當(dāng)時(shí)真的挺感動(dòng)，每到第二天，也就望的一干二凈了。知道的只有玩，玩似乎是學(xué)習(xí)最大的樂(lè)趣！第二樂(lè)趣則是拿著信封里的錢請(qǐng)同學(xué)吃飯或者存下來(lái)進(jìn)行大的預(yù)謀！"},{"id":"41131304955150342","sort":"27648","type":1,"role":"40574805237798674","content":"挺現(xiàn)實(shí)的，忘了你當(dāng)時(shí)的年齡以及理解能力有限，不怪你！"},{"id":"41131304955150343","sort":"28672","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"也許我天生愚蠢吧！"},{"id":"41131304955150344","sort":"29696","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"就好比如同一個(gè)豬圈飼養(yǎng)的兩頭豬，只要給其中一頭喂食，再把另一頭拉出來(lái)殺了，當(dāng)著吃食那頭的面將之五馬分尸，它也不會(huì)有感觸的，更是連叫喚聲都不曾有過(guò)！"},{"id":"41131304955150345","sort":"30720","type":1,"role":"40574568729379186","content":"豬傻的原因在于麻木，麻木于吃，麻木于懶，更是死于從未有過(guò)每天逃離圈養(yǎng)的憧憬！"},{"id":"41131304955150346","sort":"31744","type":1,"role":"4057456872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